Well this last week in Nashville was uneventful to say the least. It was so nice spending time with friends, but also so stressful. I didnt take many pictures. I forgot and now I'm bummed.
We got to Nashville on Wednesday very early went to meet with our realtor about finding a house if we move. We set up all the homes and days we were going to go look, then went back home and did nothing the rest of the day. My aunt and Lauren came over that night and visited a little bit.
Thursday, Mom and I went with Rhonda(the realtor) to look at homes. I found 2 I loved. Dad and Chad went to the Sheriff's Department, where Chad was promised a job, and looked around and talked to the Chief Deputy, but now there is a freeze on the hiring there, so there goes that job. Chad really isnt interested in being a cop or anything like that. He applied to Metro, but by the time he gets out there is suppose to be a freeze in Metro. The last class will be in June. But Chad still went to talk with people there, really for Dad, he's friends with all of the people in Metro. Chad would be a cop if it meant he had a job. Thursday was a very disappointing day. I lost all hope of coming back to Nashville then. I still am very scared. Not having a job that gives insurance is scary. I'm so thankful to Ben..but I'll get to that on Saturdays paragraph!
Friday was a nice day, we had plans to go out with Lauren and Brandon on Friday night. We went out to dinner and made it a very early night cause Lauren and I had a big spa day planned for the next morning. I cant really remember what all we did on Friday during the day. Oh well.
Ok, Now to Saturday!! For our anniversary, Chad got me a spa package to share with Lauren, so we went for a massage and a pedicure. FUN FUN FUN. I needed that massage, it was wonderful! And being with Lauren was great too!! We talked to the girls who did our pedicure about doing Carrie Underwoods nails. That was neat. She said Carrie wasnt sweet. Polite, but not sweet. Oh well, I still love her. We went to Blue River Canyon Day spa. So that night, me, Chad, Jessica, Ben, Holly, Adam, Toyna, Em and Neems went to the world crappiest Mexican place. I loved the time we spend there, but dang. It is bad! Cinco is SOO much better!! So next time Jess, we are going to Cinco!! FO SHO! But like I said, it was great spending time with them! So after the Mex food, we went to Holly and James' house.
We went into the 'Man Cave' and had lots-o-fun! I have lots of pics and video, but havent uploaded them yet... they will come! Chad had a lot of fun and really loved spending time with them! OH!! And Ben said that he could give Chad a job working for him! I cant even explain how grateful I am for that! It gave me hope!! Chads been going on Towne Park's website and saw some positions he could apply for, but wants to talk to Ben first. He said he would love to be Ben's shift supervisor so Ben didnt have to keep going into work. :) Jessica, please tell Ben thanks again, he's just great!

Sunday was church. I loved being there, but was so so SOO bummed that Bro. Rob wasnt there. I was really looking forward to hearing him, but it was still great! I miss TDF. After church, Mom, Dad, Deb, Chad and I went to Mac Grill in Opry Mills...it was YUMMYYY!!! I miss Mac Grill!! My aunt is dating a disk jockey from 105.9 The Rock at 1:34pm, Chad and I got a shout out and was played The Eagles! Good choice. I love The Eagles!! Anyway, we heard that on the way to Starbucks to meet 2 friends I grew up with...Valerie and Whitney. I havent seen them in years and it was just wonderful seeing them again. Whit had to leave early, but Val and I talked for hours! I cant wait to do that again!! Sunday night, I was ready to go to church when Lauren called and asked if I would come over and have dinner with her. She was going through her Mom's clothes and had some things for me. I know that must be a hard thing for her and Gianna(her sis) to do. It was nice having pasta over there. It has been a LONG time since I've been there.
Monday, Chad and I went to go see some homes and look at the one I liked. Chad liked it too. It needs a full paint job, but it has so much potential. Monday night, I went to dinner with my friends from Sonic: Angie, Tab, and Christine. We went to Chilis and it was so so so so much fun! I miss being home to do things like that! Chad went out to dinner and Box Seat with his friend Phillip. Phillip is the person who brought Chad and I together. Props to Phillip. I met up with them after I was done at Chilis so I could pick Chad up. I had dropped him off. We ended up staying out until 2am. Yikes!!
So Tuesday comes along and my cousin Whitney and I went to DCA to eat lunch with our little cousin Gabrielle. Chad went to the Police Academy with Dad so he met us there a little late. It was nice being back and fun embarrassing Gabrielle...she loved it! :) I cant believe that she is all grown up. That little baby is a teenager now. Wow. I love her and her brother so much. So after we left DCA, Chad, Whit and I went to Chilis and caught up. I miss her. It was lots of fun. She's a trip! We went to the house Chad and I like to show Whit. That night, we stayed in and had Krystal! I miss Krystal...having it only every once in a while is a good thing!

Wednesday is the kicker. We woke up early and went to the realtor's office and put a contract on the house!! WHOO HOO. But it IS still up in the air if we can come back. I have asked the Lord for His will and Chad pointed out that a lot of things have happend and God could be giving us signs that we have ignored. We said if Chad could find a good paying job with benefits that we wouldnt come back, he has a job, thanks to Ben, but we dont know the pay and read that benefits dont kick in until a year of working there. We have contacted 3 lenders for the house and none have called us back after talking with us. That could be a sign and if our contract doesnt go through on the house, that could be a sign. I'm worried that my want is out weighing God's will. I just want to be back home so so bad and I know that if it's not God's will then I wont be happy. Chad doesnt want us to struggle financially. We have never had to do that before and he is scared to make that leap. I am too. But I'm not so scared that it wont happen. We have tried to make out a budget, but dont really know what Chad will be making so that is hard. I want Chad to be happy too. We are really scared and stuck. Please pray for us.