So I last posted on November 17, 2012 saying that I completely am handing over tying to have a baby to God and letting His will take over. I had been saying that over and over, but I on November 17, 2012, my heart was in the right place finally. And you know what? I got pregnant that next week! It's so crazy to see how if you really surrender, God will give you the desires of your heart. And man, she was so worth waiting for!!! I couldn't imagine a better fit for our family. She has brought us nothing but pure joy this past year! I cant believe that she will be one in just a week or so! Talk about a year flying by! I have loved every second of being with her too! Even the 2am wake up calls. I seriously never minded them... and if I did, I thought of the many friends and family who have lost their babies and know they would give ANYTHING for a 2 am feeding and that snapped me back to reality.
So I guess my first post back in a year and a half is a testament as to how good the Lord is and how He knows exactly the right time for everything. Struggling with fertility is one of the hardest things ever. It takes a toll on you and you relationship emotionally. So if you're struggling, give it to God, with a cheerful heart, let Him have control and you never know where you'll end up!
But really, is that not the most gorgeous baby God ever made?!
Ok, I'll stop being "that kind of parent"! ;)
